{"id":721,"date":"2010-12-14T00:15:28","date_gmt":"2010-12-14T07:15:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/?p=721"},"modified":"2010-12-10T11:54:16","modified_gmt":"2010-12-10T18:54:16","slug":"157-philosophy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/2010\/12\/157-philosophy\/","title":{"rendered":"(157) Philosophy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I figured her interruption wasn&#8217;t just her being a good hostess.  As people, real people, we&#8217;re allowed to be rude to our guests.  It still means something, of course, but I&#8217;d been around enough to probably be counted as family and could get my own darn lemonade.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Meaning you have a thought?&#8221; I asked her.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I have lots of thoughts, dear, not the least of which is that your narcissism is oriented in such introspective analysis that you almost seem humble.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Uh, thanks, I guess.  Oh, wait.  I am interpreting that for a insignificant sense of well-being.&#8221;  I smirked.  &#8220;I don&#8217;t know if it&#8217;s unfair to suggest that I only really focus on the things I can change.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well, it is the first step for a number of self-help and self-actualization manuals,&#8221; Ed&#8217;s mom mused.   &#8220;I just listen and hear that your superpower is really super tunnel vision.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Can&#8217;t make popcorn with that,&#8221; I sighed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Oh, it&#8217;s a type of laser, for certain, intense in beam and focus,&#8221; she smiled.  &#8220;Now, before I let Matana answer, I have two questions.  The first is, are your cube-eye,&#8221; she said it carefully, &#8220;really creatures of lust or are they of passions?  Because wrath is a passion, too.&#8221;  She held out a hand while pouring the lemonade with the other, indicating for me to stay quiet.  &#8220;The second is more philosophical.   If what you&#8217;re saying about the idiosyncratic effects of observation on what you call magic is plausible and not just a new age handwave implying physics and that ineffable quantum,&#8221; she grinned, &#8220;do you really want to open yourself up to a bigger pond?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Huh.  You were paying attention.&#8221;  I thought about it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Every time you and Ed spoke, too,&#8221; she wasn&#8217;t quite smiling, but she wasn&#8217;t having me on, either.<\/p>\n<p>Matana nodded slowly.  &#8220;Fight Club,&#8221; she said.  The corners of her mouth twitched.<\/p>\n<p>I grinned.  &#8220;Yeah, it&#8217;s the basis of all those rules in secret societies, too.  Don&#8217;t open your mouth or ears unless you want to be bound by the rules.  Heck, it&#8217;s part of the baptism ceremony in a way.  It&#8217;s your opt-in to the whole cycle.&#8221;  I sighed.  <\/p>\n<p>Matana shrugged.  &#8220;I could tell you all sorts of East Coast gossip and manueverings.  Presuming that I see more than what I&#8217;m involved in is, indeed, presumptuous.&#8221;  She smiled a little, more genuine smile.  I wish she weren&#8217;t the type I was attracted to, sometimes.  &#8220;There are physical boundaries mapped to this world as well as,&#8221; she shrugged again, &#8220;others.  Sometimes we attract the interest of things to which we are but krill, and their great eye sees past all of this.&#8221;  She shivered.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yeah, great old eyes,&#8221; I muttered.<\/p>\n<p>She nodded that strange nod again.  &#8220;But to gain their attention is still to be but a flash in the waters they travel.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;A flash as if millions of voices suddenly cried out in terror and were suddenly silenced,&#8221; I said, smoothly.  Alas, Ed was asleep, or he would have caught the reference.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But it is still a flash,&#8221; she said.  &#8220;And it still garnered attention.  The worlds of Dragons,&#8221; she smiled as if to say, &#8220;for example,&#8221; and then continued, &#8220;are vaster and richer than many, and yet, that philosophy,&#8221; she used the word Ed&#8217;s mom had, &#8220;has that there are things that are Dragons to the Dragons.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Tarrasques,&#8221; I muttered.<\/p>\n<p>Matana shrugged.  She probably hadn&#8217;t played those editions.  &#8220;Whatever they are called,&#8221; she said.  &#8220;This area has a lot of activity, but not a lot of,&#8221; she chose a word deliberately, &#8220;leadership.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Great, is this the age of a hundred kingdoms or just the post-apocalyptic gang war stage?&#8221; I asked, leaning back.  &#8220;We have some folks I&#8217;d consider serious Ms and Ses, and two Dragons I personally know of in the metro.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Maybe,&#8221; Ed&#8217;s mom asked, from where she sat back down with her knitting, &#8220;you should ask how you got involved with them.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I looked at her for a moment.  Why was she knitting?  Who was she knitting for?  I was suddenly seized with the desire, nay, the requirement to know.  I was about to ask her, when my mouth closed and my mind went somewhere else.  I opened my mouth again with effort. &#8220;Doloise said she had been misdirected&#8230;&#8221;  I closed my eyes to try to remember.  &#8220;Doctor of places in-between, compensated for a simple portal closed by one anchored to mortal blood. Compensated?  Anchored?  Huh.&#8221;  Too many meanings for too many words, and I might have gotten them wrong.  &#8220;Do the fey have doctors?&#8221; I asked.<\/p>\n<p>Matana shrugged.  &#8220;I suppose they must have healers.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Magical healing is mostly a myth, I thought.&#8221;  Of course, I&#8217;d seen what had happened to Matana&#8217;s wrists, and felt that vision bring a little bit of dizziness. &#8220;It&#8217;s mostly a time dilation back to healthy or forward to healed, and time manipulation has its own side effects, right?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Matana shook her head.  &#8220;Attempting to quantify real magic like that would just leave you vulnerable.&#8221;  She smiled.  <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Even if I don&#8217;t have the language for the rules, it has rules,&#8221; I smiled back, but I was adamant.<\/p>\n<p>She shrugged.  Agreeing to disagree was the coward&#8217;s way out, right?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;So, this salon on the philosophy of knowledge is all well and good, but where does it leave us?&#8221; I asked, stretching.  <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Close enough to lunch to start waking the lovebirds?&#8221; Ed&#8217;s mom asked, inclining her head towards the couch.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Do I have to?&#8221; I whined.  &#8220;Let me think if I have any smart questions.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ed&#8217;s mom raised her eyebrow and it clearly meant, &#8220;Do we have time for that?&#8221;  I ignored her.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Seriously.  The truth is, I need to know what the Shadow King is doing, and what the Messenger&#8217;s goal is.  Matana, what&#8217;s your plan?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Lunch,&#8221; she said.  &#8220;And then telling Magda that I will return to my home as I find her hospitality wanting.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Peredur will just let you go like that?&#8221; I teased. I could see that I had struck a hit of some sort, but since I was just joking, I hadn&#8217;t meant it.  Still, her smile faded and something was disturbed in her manner.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Don&#8217;t open your mouth or ears unless you want to be bound by the rules.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1001002,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-721","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-chapter-seven"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/721","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1001002"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=721"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/721\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=721"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=721"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3-2-1-boom.com\/doctor-e\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=721"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}